GRRRRR!
So I made a big decision the the other day (two days ago). I decided to text my exboyfriend.... well not just
any exboyfriend.... the guy I consider 'my first love' and took me years to get over (it was stupid, it was high school, it was nothing and yet so much in it's own right). I am actually completely certain I am over him and have been for years :-p and I'm not ind enial this time :-P In fact, it is BECAUSE I'm over him that I thought maybe we could finally be FRIENDS (music please:
why can't we be friends, why can't we be friends? )
Foolish cat, I am. I texted him saying a quick hi, quick catching up, and asking him if he could do me a favor. You see, I have a car and my driver's permit but I don't have a license eyt and although I've taken some lessons, I'm still really really scared to drive myself. And I can't really learn beacuse no one can teach me. My uncle was teaching me but he is evrybusy with work so it was only a few days a week and evntuall a few days a month and.... well i'm not really practicing :-( And everyone from either my friends or family are either busy or don't have their driver licenses either.
Soooo.... I asked (and I am going to tell you his name, even though I'm uber private and paranoid, especially about names, but you, my dear, are special, so you shall know) Alex (yes, via text message) if he would drive with me. I just need someone who has their driver's license in the car with me to supervise me and well, for legal purposes.
Bleh.... i'll jsut write our texts, word for word:
Kittie Cat (me): Good morning Alex
Alex grrr >_<: Me: ??? Um... This is Aex right? >_>
Him: Yes. Who is this?
me: [The talking cat] from [the high school we used to go to] who loves CATS, scarfs, and stockings :-p sorry to bug you, was it okay 2 text you?
Him: Yes, it's ok.
Me: Lo. So how are u? :-) Anything new? And do you know how to drive???
Him: I'm still going to school. Nothing else is new.
Him: And how are you?
Me: What are you majoring in, if I may ask? Im great thanks for asking :-) um... Idk how 2 ask over a text mWould u plz go driving with me sometime? I have a permit and a car, i just need someone with a license 2 be in the car with me and help keep me 4m crashing so i can practice and i am running out of ppl 2 ask...
Him: I'm a history major. And yeah, that's great but aww, you're just using me, lol
Me: History? Cool =) using you? Well maybe just a little... And um.... YAY!!! When do u have time?
Him: i can't anytime soon, sry
Me: Aww >_
_< Alex you tease. Bleh, that's okay. Will you plz let me know when you have time? I want to get my license ASAP.
Me: Huh?
THE END
No more texts ever since.
... O_O
What kind of pisses me off is the fact that he said 'that's great'. he could have just said 'no, i can't or 'no, that's not a good idea'. Eeeeven better, he could have said, much earleir on, when I asked if it was okay if I could text him: "NO! Don't text me. Ever. Again." Sure it would have been cold but it would have also been much more.... considerate (for the lack of a better word). I would have appreciated the honesty.
(btw he didn't know it was me because he didn't know my cell phone but he gave me his cell phone number... i'm not a stalker :-p)
But anyways.... that's Alex for you. LOL Like the sumemr after graduation when he sent me a friend request on myspace, saying I looked beautiful (in mah pic) and he had thought about me a lot and wanted to talk and 'reconcile'. Then we finally talked and I told him up front that I was over him and suddenly he didn't seem to want to talk anymore, much less be friends. ...My theory is he had issues witht he girlfriend and wanted to flirt with the easy exit... It just sucks... he did mean a lot to me in one point of my youth... even if it was for no good reason at all. So yes, I would very much like to be friends. Not the kind of friends that are only friends if one of them likes the other one or if one of them has issues with his or her boyfriend or girlfriend.... jsut... friends. Even aquaintacnes on good, solid, HONEST terms.
But meh. Friends come and go and for the most part are disposable... (not that i don't value my friends but let's be realistic, the world is filled with potential friends).
Anyways.... so I was a bit bummed out but I thought of someone else who I know has a license and could help me. This guy from high school... but he is going to Santa Barbara and I lsot his number. I called my other friend for his phone number but anyways.... the friend I called (let's call him... Chris) may help me learn how to drive but he's really busy right now so I'll call him after the 26th and... we'll see.
Do you want to know a secret? I used to have a crush on Chris :-p He is really cute. I always thought that sicne we met on 10th grade. And.... idk I thought he was like... the perfect guy. He loves (you know who else lvoes cats? ME! And not just cause I am one) and I mean really really lvoes cats. He has 3, if i remember correctly. And... well he's a bit of a mommy's boy, from what I can tell (I find that adorable) and he's into his family (awesome.... I hate guys that don't like spending timew heir families) and.... he does not like pervy movies (I HATE pervy movies! And shows!) and... he doesn't drink or do drugs.... or swear.... and he cares about his grades and his education. And he doesn't follow trends of like... gangsta or baggy or all-black or piercings.... Aaaaan he is one of the niecest guys I have ever met.
Anyways.... yes I used to have a crush on him. But I have always respected him and I like him very much as a friend. He's an awesome guy. With that being said, lol, he may teach me how to drive. Yay! Wish me luck :-)
<3
-I am not freaken kidding, I am a cat!
