*Sigh* ....Hello,
Today I am slightly depressed and gloomy. And for quite a silly cause, actually... You see, about a year ago I bought Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core (for PSP - which is basically the prequel for the actual FFVII game).... i was playing some other game at that time and I thought FFVII was going to be difficult but recently, given I'm all lonelyness, no social life, and a broken laptop, I found my PSP and started playing Crsis Core.
It has been hella awesome. FFVII: Crisis Core PWNS and Genesis is uber hot :-P I know, I know, it's all about Sepiroth and he is pretty badass but based on looks alone he looks like a smexy old lady with good posture. Genesis on the other hand... very smexy.
ANYWAYS... I haven't passed the whole game yet. Actually I got a bit stuck because in the game I'm doing some tasks and investigating if the 'Seven Wonders' of Nibelheim are actual wonders or whether they are hoaxes. The 4th Wonder was really, really tricky and I couldn't figure out how to open the Laughing Safe. There were some clues but even then I was confused sooo I went online to look for cheats just to pass the 4th wonder. However, I ran into some gamer page and the wikipedia and.... and.... :-(
...well there were bios. I read Genesis' bio to see if he is mentioned in any other Final Fantasies and.... well my friend told me that Zack doesn't come out in the actual FFVV (he's played it, I haven't, this is the only FFVV I have really played, actually) but instead Cloud is the main character even though Aerith comes out... and I started reading the other character's bios and.... and...... :`-(
I FOUND OUT THAT ZACK WILL DIE!!! :`-(
Apperantly Sepiroth will go crazy and Zack.... IDK I'm thinking he will turn his back on Shinra because of how corrupted they are and then Shinra will go against him. I read Zack is escaping with Cloud but he gets shot down by Shinra but I didn't read too many details....Well first i was like o_o 'lalalalala let's see, cheats, bios....' then i was like :-o 'Zack is going to die?!?!?!?!' then ofc I was
It's strange.... when I first bought FFVII: Crisis Core, I heard it was a really great game, and I had heard a bit about Sepiroth, and then I read the little booklet. I didn't really like Zack.... he seemed annoying. Like.... an attention whore. He was a 2nd and he wanted to be a 1st class soldier and it was all about him. I wanted the guy with the big sword to be the main character (before I actually started playing. and by the guy witht he big sword I am refering to Angeal) though I noticed the guy with the sword on the cover was NOT Angeal... it was Zack though I didn't understand why that was (spoiler alert: Angeal dies, too, and leaves his sword to Zack... it's pretty sad.... Zack has to kill his own mentor because Angeal is degrading and becoming a monster and Angeal makes Zack kills him and makes a scar on Zack's face which he bears for the rest of the game.... and after Zack defeats Angeal and thus is forced to kill him and then Zack goes to the Chursh in the Slums with Aerith and Aerith is talking about her flowers and Zack is a few feet away, crouching on the floor, crying over Angeal's death, and then Aerith comes and hugs him.... AWW!)
And since I've played.... for the past weeks...
I have spent many sleepless nights or lonely afternoons with Zack, joining him on his quest of honor to fulfill his dream of being a hero. He's such a great guy! It sounds corny but... by now I'm completely in luv with this character. He's just so.... AWESOME.
It's so cute how he's so nice and naive and he fights with all his heart and honor for the company that betrays it and apperantly will inevitably betray him and kill him (Shin-Ra).
.....I almost don't want to keep playing the game anymore, later at tonight, when I'm home and insomnic.
How can I keep playing knowing that he'll die? :-( Bleh, I know, I know.... it's just a game.... but it's an awesome game that does an amazing job making the main character's dreams and hopes my dreams and hopes :-)
*Sigh* ....It was lame knowing there'd be no more Genesis.... and after reading about Zack, I read about Aerith's death (apperantly it's uber emotional and moving and unexpected) though I can let go of Aerith... I mean, if Zack dies, she should die too! If she became Cloud's love itnerest I'd be angry :-p So it's good that she will die in FFVII... so she can be in rpg-heaven with Zack :-)
Ahhh! It's just a game but I can't get over the fact that Zack WILL DIE!!!
...Zack, my ficticious love.... :-( I will miss you and I will always alwaysHEART you. It is for great men like you that seek nothing more then to live a life of honor and service to others and die for a noble greater purpose that other greatness is born in other men as they are inspired to do great things as well.
THIS IS A TRIBUTE TO ZACK FAIR FROM FINAL FANTASY VII: CRISIS CORE
P.S. I haven't cried (yet) or anything so :-p But as I said, I haven't passed the whole game yet. I only found out by accident tody that Zack is going to die... I'll probably have the gloomy feeling at the back of my mind the enitre day until something distracts me and then I will get over it and then Zack will die and I will see it and it will be dramatic and I will be more sad :-( I'll keep you posted. Though you should really try the game out for yourself... it is awesome!
P.S.S. Those pics are of Zack. isn't he pretty? And he's so noble and nice ^_^ And he made Aerith 3 flower wagons... Aww.... And he wants to be a hero! Aww!
