My Dream Deluxe

Yesterday I had an odd dream (not last night, the night before that).....

A Silly Dream
It started with me living in a big house with a down-hill drive-way. I was me... I looked like me... I dressed like me. I had an argument with my mom that pissed me off and made me sad so I went out of the house, through the back door, and slid down the drive-way, where there were a bunch of people sitting around on the sidewalk. I asked a lady dressed like a ballarina, who I had landed next to, what was going on and she said something like "it started out as a funeral, but it turned into a party". I shrugged it off and went to school... even though the neighborhood looked completely different and so did the school, it was supposed to be my high school. There I hung out with some friends and my boyfriend. Except, when I got there I didn't look like me anymore.... I looked like a friend of mine... one whom I met at college and although we don't see each other often, we talk whenever we ran into each other. Anyways, I was her on the outisde, but I was me... and I had this boyfriend who for some reason reminded me of the guy from Grounded For Life (TV Show) that dated the red-head daughter.... he was really cute and really sweet. He seemed to really like me and he was affectionate and all sweet but I didn't seem to care much that he was there and I'd either push him off or ignore him... but then when I wanted to spend time with him and went to go look for him.... it wasn't him anymore. It was a different guy.... a much less cuter and not sweet and.... ust a different guy. And I was dissappointed. And that happened like two times, in which he'd come back as the sweet, cute guy who liked me but I didn't care for at the moment, and I'd look for him later only to find a different guy which i was dissappointed by. Anyways, there were other friends there, too. One, probably the only one I could recognize from RL, was supposed to be this girl named Jeanette whom I haven't seen since HS (she was a year or two younger/lower grade than myself). Well the dream ended with her being on the news... apperantly people were suspicious about our school (though my dream didn't specify what about, in particular) because eanette had grown 16 inches in one year. They showed pictures of her in the news from a year before, standing with her family, and a year later, looking much bigger.

Drops of Suggestion
I tried to analyze my dream and I think I know where a lot of the things came from.... the big house with the slanted drive-way comes looked a lot like a house I used to live in, many years ago, with a slanted drive-way, although in my dreams it appeared bigger and I don't remember it on the outside ver much, but it had a similar feel. Also, before I went to sleep that night I watched Malcolm in the Middle, and in that episode there was a neighborhood fair and all the neighbors were reuinited, forming a big mob, watching Hall and Loise in an eatting contest, so i guess that's where the mob of people sitting on the sidewalk came from. And that friend I was during my time at school... well, i don't mean any offense but she's not someone I c onsider very physically attractive although she used to have a really, really cute boyfriend who was really into her and I did, against my will, because I hated thinking that way, couldn't help but think that he seemed out of her league in terms of looks (ofc, she has an awesome persnality, as did he, so I did think they made an adorable couple). So there's with her with the really cute, sweet boyfriend comes from. The rest.... idk where i got it from for my subconscience to cnstruct such a silly dream >_>

Dream Interpretation
My aunt can interpret dreams and I fully trust her and she does it amazingly well. I told her about my dream on my way to school and this was her synopsis: First of all, she thought many of it may have been primarily influenced by things I saw when i was awake but that held no symbolic meaning. However, she said that if my dream did have symbolism, me getting into an arument with my mom and leaving the hosue from the back door and sliding down the drive-way symbolizes that there are problems at home and I am seeking an easy way out to avoid them. The sweet guy that wanted to be with me and whom I rejected and when I tried to go back to, was a different guy, which dissappointed me, may represent either that I look things in a certain way but when I try to obtain them theya re more difficult then I expected OR that I have great opportunities which I let slip by and when I try to regain them, there are more challenges that keep me from them or make things difficult. My friend growing 16 inches and it being such a controversial topic may mean that someone in my life is succeeding, such as getting good grades or obtaining a lot of money, but I am suspicious of the means they are taking to obtain those things, such as maybe they are doing something illegal or immoral to obtain prosperity or success.

Interesting.... I definitely agree aboutt he cute guy.... I do feel I have let many great opportunities slide by or I feel guilt because I think I could have tried harder.... and as for the problems at home... well there are some problems at home, as I'm sure there are few perfect families, but I wouldn't say I'm looking for an easy way out, especially not at this point in my life The friend growing a lot so quizkly makes no sense to me... I can't think of someone who has 'grown a lot' in RL, through wealth or through success, whom I am suspicious did so through illegal or immoral means >_> Of course, i'm sure a lot of my dream was influenced by the media or petty things I saw on TV before I went to sleep.

Anyways.... it was itneresting.

Ohhh... and about the guy I was supposed to hang out with yesterday... we didn't hang out. It was sort of my fault, although I think I may have made him feel guilty about it. Meh... we have no chemistry.... It's weird... He called Monday to hang out that day but I had to go to school so we didn't, and then the enxt day I should had called him since it was my diea to hang out on Wednesday,but I ddn't. Then on Wednesday I wouldn't had hung out with him anyway because I haven't cleaned my room and I didn't want to ask my mom if I could go out until after I cleaned my room... besides I woke up really, really late and I had to go to my soon-to-be work to pick up some documents.... but I did call him like at 4:30 p.m. from a McDonalds I took my little sisters to play, but he didn't pick up.
You see, I was just going to call and say "weren't we supposed to hang out today? You stood me up."
And I was expecting him to say: "What??? No! You were supposed to call me but you didn't."
And I'd say: "Sorry. I woke up really late and [enter excuse]."
But by that time it would have been too late to come up with a new plan... anyways.... I didn't talk to him until later that night.... he called at about 8:30 p.m. I DID Say "weren
t we supposed to hang out today? you stood me up" jokingly.... and he apologyzed for missing my call.... he kept apologyzing. I think he thought I was calling cause I was ready to go out and because he didn't answer, we didn't go out. He kept apologyzing. But we didn't go out because I'm irrespnsible and socially awkward :-p

We didn't make more plans. We talked about Final Fantasy VII and he tried to piss me off by saying Aerith loved Cloud (but he admit he was just trying to piss me off) and he said he'd lend me his Play Station to play FFVII if I could find a FFVII game copy but I said I didn't want to play it because if I do I'll probably try to kill Cloud and if I'm Cloud I'll try to committ suicide. Anyways, then I told him about my dream but then my mommy knocked on my door so I had to go very suddenly (I qwas going to the market with my mommy) so.... no plans. We made no plans and haven't talked since yesterday.

And that is that...

We'll see how life goes. Wish me well, please :-)

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